Sometime ago, while in college, I was in a relationship. Our summer plans, though, kept us apart, and I ended up caught up in a summer romance with a fantastic guy I was working with. The summer guy was aware that I had a college boyfriend, but we were drawn to each other nonetheless. 

After the summer was over, I went right back to my college boyfriend, and now I feel so much guilt and remorse for what I did. I never told my college boyfriend, but the summer guy learned of that later through a mutual acquaintance. I have no excuse for what I did and the poor way I handled it. 

It was a situation I flubbed in part because I lacked the maturity required to do the difficult thing. Now, years later, I sometimes wonder if I should write a letter of apology to the summer guy or if I am best to leave things alone and not dredge up what must be a painful experience I created.

– Filled with Regret